Thoughts

Just been having random thoughts go through my mind. So I'm going to try to make them semi-rational and legible for you today.
-How come with every warm/hot day we have here in Kentucky, we have to have a day with terrible storms? Today it's been in the 80s and tonight and tomorrow we're supposed to have severe storms maybe even tornadic activity. I know there's this thing called Karma, but damn. we didn't make the weather do it..it did it itself.
- I feel bad for my grandma. Recently she was diagnosed with Macular Degeneration. For those of you that don't know what that is, basically, she's losing her eyesight. She can make things out if it's really big, and if it's under a magnifying glass and bright light. But lines (like signature lines) jump around like crazy so signing her name to any kind of document is really hard for her. It's really gotten her down. Then, on top of that, her back, hip, and leg have started acting up. She can barely walk now. I've taken her to several doctors appointments over the last week, and took her for an MRI on Saturday. We're waiting for the test results right now.
-Distance is sometimes a curse, sometimes a blessing. This past week my whole family was away for vacation. I had the whole house to myself and I LOVED it. I could do what I wanted when I wanted. I loved the distance between myself and them. It was much needed. However, I didn't like the distance between me and my best friend. It haunts me every single day. I hate that distance can put on these two faces and still be one concept. Miles and miles and miles of land separating one person from another. F you distance. F you.
-I need a job.
- I need an apartment of my own.
- I need to move.
Okay that's enough for today.
~Jess

It's Hump Day

I've been so bored the last few days. My family has been basking in the sun in Florida for spring break and I'm home allll alone. Well, except for my dog. But he is kinda quiet, doesn't talk much. lol
I really don't have an idea for today's entry. I'm just kinda writing just to write. I'm sorry if it doesn't make any sense. It probably won't. But isn't that what a blog is for? To write down my thoughts?
I made spaghetti for dinner tonight. I had invited my grandma to come over for supper but she called me and said she couldn't come over bc her leg was hurting. She's been having trouble with her leg lately. So being the good granddaughter I am, I finished cooking, loaded it up, and took it to her. We ate at her house and sat and talked for a while. It was a good time. But if you're the praying kind, could you send a few her way? She's losing her eyesight, she's all of a sudden having heart problems, and now her leg is hurting so bad it's hard for her to walk. All of this has come on so quickly and it's starting to really get her down. I heard my grandma cry today for the first time ever. I've heard her get sniffly and seen her teary-eyed...but ever cry like she did today. So prayers for her if you can please. Thanks!
Also..I've been having a hard time coming to terms with things that have happened in my past. They haunt me daily but lately it's been really bad. Maybe I'll vent more later but tonight I just don't feel like it, but wanted to lay that out there.
Anyway..that's about all I have. Have a good one everybody!
<3 Jess